What to do next?

There are days when you feel simply lost, with no clue what to do next, what to think about, what actions to take. At times it happens cos somewhere deep down your mind is forcing you to abandon all the work and sit straight, relax and enjoy the calm and peace which has been finally achieved after a long struggle. But, then there's also this thought running somewhere at the back of your mind, have I seriously taken care of everything? Is it all done? Or do I need to do a little more? Well I wouldn't know till the time am judged for it. So I guess I just have to patiently wait, to be judged and depending on the reactions take further steps.

So that leaves me to the same question. What to do next? Here I am trying to jot the exact thoughts in my mind. Well there's a lot. Lots of pending jobs and things to do, which I have been conveniently pushing aside to achieve this nothing more to do phase, but once you get there, you realize you don't really want to be here, you would rather have something to do at your hand. And so I open the list of things to do, which I had marked as not so important and go through them and a quick realization, so many of them have become important now. And here I have another long list of things to do, before the same quiet, what to do next phase comes by.