Last few days I have been talking to all my old friends, catching up, updating them, getting updated. And though am not the kind to keep in touch, and this calling once in a while is enough for me to keep in touch and remain in touch, I realized something common among all the conversations that I had in last few days. Blame it in my not keeping in touch, or on them not having seen me for a long time, they still remember me as what I was some 6-8 years ago. Since then lot has changed. I believe I have changed. And I have changed a lot. And in a lot of matters for good. I am stronger, don't trust so easily, have better outlook towards life and other things. But strangely somewhere at the corner of my mind I could relate to the girl that they were talking about as well. I could still feel that somewhere she's a part of me, and for a second I was horrified that am I still the same, the emotional fool, the cry baby, have I not changed at all? But on a later introspection I realized that i was bound to relate to all that, and feel it as a part of me, cos somewhere deep down it was. It was me, so what if in past, so what if I have changed, it's those moments, those successes or those failures, those rights and those wrongs, that have made me what I am today. And today I stand proud of what I am, then it's all thanks to those days, which make make me who I am. Also, now when I know that if i can change so much in the past few years, I can always change to something else later. And change for good. All those things that seem impossible right now can very well be possible tomorrow, or few years down the lane. And then I'll once again look back and take a stock of how far I've come...
Wow! So for today, all I can say is thank you for reminding me of the girl that I was, and the girl that I am. And the girl than I can be...
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