At times people just love to stretch things beyond limits for no reason whatsoever. Like this friend of mine, ok we had this tiny tiff about the most natural things on this earth, we were pissed at each other and didn't talk for a almost 10-15 days. I mean didn't talk at all. But as far as my definition of love goes, its very much unconditional, its not about possessing, owning or calling you mine. Its not that if you said you love me, you have to marry me, or if we were together for sometime means we have to be together always. People change, relationships change. Life is just a struggle to find happiness and love is to see the person you love, happy, be it with you or someone else. Today he's with someone and he's happy and am happy with that cos despite of what happened I still love him in my own way, and want to see him happy.
So yesterday, I wanted to put everything aside and embrace my friend again. Share his joys and happiness. To share the chemistry and how it made us work towards good ends. SO I mail him, breaking the long silence, requesting him to put it all aside. Well no response, then I call him up, first he picks up and pretends he doesn't know who's calling, then quickly changing to things, this and that, he says he promises to be normal again. I haven't experienced any of that normalcy so far, the same friend who used to message me, ping me, call me to let me know what's up without eating up my space. And strangely I don't see any reason for it.
But then this world is funny, you never know what goes on in people's mind... Bah...
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