After a brief respite

I have not written for a long time. Each time I write something or the other goes wrong. Either I can't write anymore or the file gets closed without saving or I simply get confused if I really feel this way. So I thought what would be a better option than breaking the spell by writing about the spell itself.

Last few months have been a roller coaster. Physically, emotionally and in all other ways possible. And that in a way kept me so busy and away from thinking that there was nothing much to write about, even if I sat down to pen my thoughts it somehow wouldn't work, cos somewhere in the middle of these mixed feelings and emotions I was really unsure of how I felt about a particular situation. And it's not that I hate the situation, in fact I loved those times, they just flew by and I knew I was enjoying every moment of it. I did miss writing, but writing to me has always been a way to express things to myself and those days there was no need to do that, cos maybe I wasn't sure of how I felt for each thing in particular but, one thing I knew for sure was I was happy. And that required no retrospection.

One would think then why was I even trying to write? The reason is that I was so happy that I wanted to record it all, cos we remember the bad times so vividly but its the good times that just fade away, leaving just this warm feeling of happiness and that's all you recollect when you look back...